bgm: 最近很爱听的蔡健雅的Rebecca

00:25 热情倦怠 我丧丧的

It's been a while since I find myself become less active.

01:02 想到过去朝气蓬勃的自己会羞愧地抬不起头

You know in the past I'm so ambitious.

01:15 不尽人意的结果更是让人垂头丧气

a lot of bad results discomfort me

01:29 疲惫 好像也无法做到给自己灌鸡血了

pat my shoulder and say something comforting

02:02 拒绝一切 陷入自我否定的漩涡

cliche 陈词滥调

I just kept refusing something.

lost myself in the huge cage of self denying.

drag yourself out of that

03:34 好像每周都有任务 无法喘息 紧绷

Every week I have to deal more than one task.

04:32 企图用早起重建秩序 看小说获得平静

regulate my schedule

Today I went to the library so early

a very attractive novel

05:45 麻木又无奈 好像所有原定轨道的一切都在吞噬我、消磨我的热情

every day I just spend my day on dealing with something I don't like and also it's not helpful. 

07:52 慢下来 给自己缓口气

Slow down

08:00 充实热情需要耐心

Maybe now I think I lack of motivation.  It's because I lack of patience.

If I didn't see after one week of my progress maybe I'will deny myself.

08:21 希望一切挣扎迷茫的人们都能缓缓找到出口 今天找不到也没关系 前方会有光的 慢慢走

Welcome and don't hesitate to express yourself I really want to hear your voice your suggestions or your feelings.