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00:33 中文唠嗑开场白
03:20 Start！
04:55 只有想和好的人才会再坐在一张饭桌上沟通，我并没有想要arrange这场“和解”的意思
So the only reason that you you guys sit together and to meet the problem together and then solve it and be friends again it's all based on one thing that you want to be friends. But me I dont wanna go back again so..
然而开学了燕归巢大学生返校，摩肩擦踵的盛况老熟人们想躲都来不及...It's already in September~~~~~~
06:41 熟人...最容易视奸...主动或被动
How about we'are just you know it'LL become easier for you if we are just strangers not someone we know for each other
07:07 也不全是竞争，但是熟人就免不了会比较、好奇，但我对任何人不感兴趣、也不想任何人对我好奇
Ah it's not all about competition I think but there it is I think it does exist
I have no interest in others'life
even though I dislike to SPY on others's life others will also SPY on me
偷感十足地在校园里玩躲猫猫
like a game of hide and seek I dislike this attitude to be honest it's not my sense my vibe but. Okay I have to do this I find that because I just refuse any possibility to see that guy...
08:22 我就是不想尴尬
but I hate the situation and any atmosphere of embarrassment
08:41 小学的时候就简单的多，跟一个人绝交你只需要下战书然后冷战，长大了却窝窝囊囊地在学校当自闭的蘑菇...
I think everything comes so public I mean I don't need to hide and it's meaningless for me to hide because we will see each other everyday in your primary school but now you know breaking off your one relationship now.
I try to avoid everything and i try to stay myself faraway from some lines from conflict from even meeting.
09:23 但有时候“敬而远之”也许是一种大智慧？ 如果有按钮的话我想一键删除。可没有清空键。 成年人的世界里只有利益、妥协、熟视无睹和尴尬
But perhaps it's a wise it's a wise choice I think maybe it's kind of great wisdom perhaps keeping a respect for keeping a distance it's better for me now
11:09 我不想要知道正确答案，我想就让答案浸泡在一中模糊和暧昧里，我在这种模糊中麻痹自己、继续掩耳盗铃在我的跑道上行进着
just stay everything so ambiguous so I can give myself more room I can send some excuses for myself that maybe that it is not a guy and I can keep running I can do what I what I want to do next
12:47 真相本身反而会打破我好不容易建立起来的平静，我不要面面相觑的尴尬
That will bring a lot of trouble right so I don't want myself to find the exact answer I want myself just to treat everyone as stranger strangers
14:03 可后来我想我凭什么要放弃我的主体性？不相关的人就是不要分配任何你宝贵的时间和精力，最好的做法就是给Y忽略——I DONT CAR
我想去哪里去哪里。 我不在乎任何人。 我只想把一件事干好，别的真的都没那么重要。
I think the more important thing is I need to think about my attitude toward that thing toward that situation I need to build my confidence I need to you know not pretend but to be honest I need to build in the heart that. I don't care so I want myself to build that stronger attitudes you know why should I care about this and why should I give up my own subjectivity主体性.