00:12 我胡汉三又回来了！感谢大家的支持~

00:23 我的精力就像电池 不是用的越少我就越有劲

01:56 喜欢忙碌充实的自己

Actually I'm not that person I really enjoy that I just stay alone and I didn't do anything.

I hope my life would be more. You know colorful that means I need to do something I want to try new things I still want to explore the world maybe just.

02:28

I still have the curiosity about the world.

02:40 享受合理分配每一天的感觉 也是对自己负责的体现

Maybe it's my duty or it means I am responsible for myself.

03:34 下周有考试 深思熟虑之后决定这次不回老家 留在家里做留守儿童好好学习

At first I refused to go back with my family to visit my grandparents because next week I have to face some you know one important exam I and I didn't prepare it very well.

04:02 害怕回老家会打乱我好不容易建立起来的秩序

04:24 害怕断弦

04:58 感谢我的爸妈 同意我留在这

I just buck up the courage I I told my parents I need to stay at home and my parents say they're not so strict about my their'children so they just say okay then you just stay at home and we will just go with your sister.

05:38 I can't calm down.

05:41 事情并不像我想的这样

didn't sleep for maybe even over five hours

06:23 我努力逼自己背单词、低效、灰溜溜回来

07:44 安慰自己 再出发

08:47

Dont lose the hope. 

09:11 不想我的一天就这样灰溜溜的结束 所以我又出去跑步了

So I get back I s step out. And I run.

09:33 出乎意料的是 我完成了3km！

10:44

My final destination is so so far from myself.

10:53

But I didn't lose the confidence I didn't lose the hope.

11:29 允许自己犯错 允许自己慢下来