00:36 每天不知道在忙什么

I was so busy so busy every day.

00:55 什么都不想做的最近

A lot of homework, deadlines and sometimes I just refuse to get started with it even though I have some mission but it takes time for me to regain my energy.

I just want to relax.

01:18 中午睡了个午觉 眼睛酸了

This noon I chose to take a nap. To escape from reality and also to take a rest because my eyes getting really sore.

01:49 睡完还是没劲

02:05 拖延

I have something to do but I just want to procrastinate I have something to finish I have someone to talk about but you know I can't be so confident I can't just pull all my efforts into one one thing 

02:46 我的建议是随便找什么人随便说什么话

03:12 今天下午上课和同学闲扯觉得好快乐

This afternoon I had some conversations with my friends and I even start up some conversations I take the initiative to you know talk to someone this one are my classmates but we are not so familiar we are not so close sometimes I just ignore that.

03:55 大家都是能聊上几句的 只不过一开始我自己竖起了厚障壁

04:57 参加多多的活动 把自己放进人海里 见多多的人 聊多多的天

I also sign up I also try to participate in other activities to create some possibilities I could communicate with foreigners I could you know meet more new friends. I try to participate in more activities and competitions.

05:38 我需要抓点人聊天

And I think I need more people. I need more friends. I just need more cause I think it's a mutually beneficial thing when you have more people to talk about and you can have more chances to share with your ideas and also you can learn from each other.

06:37 浪费时间就是利用时间

The so called wasting my time actually is a way to utilize my time.

07:57 英语水平大三直线下降

Um I feel like my English ability is getting lower is decreased 

08:51 上学期甚至有精力学韩语 现在法语忘光 英语拉跨

Start learning Korean but now why even English I feel I'm not so good and I feel Fed up with everything

09:16 报了个文化交流活动认识点新的人 角色扮演的好机会

Maybe I could find answers in the literary book maybe I could find answers when I have a conversation with others maybe tomorrow when I step into the new classroom and meet foreigners

it's like a role play game

you're shy shy person in the past but now you want to be more active you want to be more extroverted so it's okay.

10:31 我发现我自己内向不了一点啊 内向好难受

zip my lips 闭嘴

I can't be a shy and quiet person I just want to show off sometimes.

11:20 梦想职业是当一个新闻记者或者英语翻译这种有互动的工作

12:10 总结：无聊是无聊的 内向是内向不了的

I'm still very. Bored for these days but. I think. I love to be an outgoing person

I want to get popularity I want to attract attention

12:33 别想太多 伙计

l try my best to communicate with each other and meet new friends and say whatever whatever I want I want to be more brave and thoughtless you know most of the time we just think too much.