bgm：忘不了-童安格

00:52 在家不可能学习真的

And now I'm sitting on a chair of my dorm and waiting for my roommates to comeback to me and stay with me. I have something to finish it ii didn't do anything about study about my work in my home

01:31 五年级以来皮肤就一直起起落落落落落

And also I want to talk about one simple problem is about my skin.

01:38 pimple痘痘

I think the first pimple the first acne about myself when it's pop up on my face I think it'S. About when I was in grade five in my primary school

01:56 当时所有人都告诉我是青春期 会好的 然后21岁了嗯嗯

Young really little so at the time people will tell me uh well tell me maybe it's just a time problem and it's quite normal quite common you don't have to worry about it so I just wait but now I'm already twenty twenty one year old.

03:19 我好像有时候会忍不住自我毁灭

I will do something to destroy all all of it I will ruin myself I don't know but I just have that mental problem um.

03:40 减肥也这样

Also about my weight is also.

But on the other hand everyone like me especially our young girls we like to be more beautiful thinner and we want to be loved by everyone want to be popular sometimes and we want ourselves to be healthy um that's good.

05:40 第二件事是返校日在车站和外公saygoodbye

We all know that the grandfather have a. You know year GAP between us generation GAP. So it's quite hard and it's impossible to break down that very heavy on GAP between us but it's okay because we are relatives

06:26 我的外公愿意陪我走不熟悉的路

I remember he told me he want to accompany me. To the station you know he is totally unfamiliar with the situation with the environment about this city he just moved to us and now he's really old.

06:47 我第一次觉得这条小路路况这么危险 数次回头看担心外公

I could sense at that time he worked quite closely because of his um physical problems and he could just worked so slowly and I also one he accompany me to the station it's not very long on distance but I think it's a challenge for the elderly people so I really worry about his situation I care about something. I didn't realize in such a short path there will be so many traffic problems traffic risks.

08:02 我也少见地主动拥抱了我的外公

I hugged him I'm not the person very very good at um you know taking the initiative I'm not so active or um extroverted especially

09:51 人是为了爱而活着的

We human. Are born to sing for our love and also to find love and enjoy love

11:52 我们胖了又瘦 我们分手又再次拥抱 这就是人生 但我们要重新启程 去努力 然后看到成果 然后重拾信心

I want myself to be better and be more energetic. 

I could be proud of myself