特别矫情的深夜一集 有点丧 怕影响心情的话就不必听了

但如果你也和我一样迷惘 焦虑 无聊 那么也许能找到点共鸣吧

bgm：北海道恋人-裘德

02:20 在家减肥简直比登天还难

02:32 自我厌恶 像吹了气的气球失去控制

Hate my body sometimes. Cause I know it likes a balloon.

It'will blow up and sometimes it'will become thinner.

03:01 陷入无意义思考

And most of the time I'LL be trapped by a lot of. You know meaningless thoughts.

03:21 我无法给予承诺 我不懂为什么所有人要我给一个清晰的蓝图 我看不到我的未来 我只知道我不还不想稳定

I couldn't give my father a promise

I hate stability

04:05 我越发确定自己不想当老师 起码现在不想

A stable job. And to be a teacher to be a teacher it's not my dream.

04:13 我不想成为一个[normal person] 我虽然平庸但我拒绝平庸

To be decent to be well recognized. To be a normal people. To be a normal person but I hate to be normal.

04:59 我还没准备好 我也没有勇气和底气告诉所有人

can't be so convinced can'be so determined to tell everyone.

06:22 可是我的生活啊为什么你总是这么无聊呢

And I hate boring. I hate my life to be boring. I wanna break through it but I don't have the courage. To tell everyone.

06:52 而我也没有赚很多钱 更谈不上自力更生

I don't be independent financially

09:01 我苟延残喘地活着好了 慢慢爬向我的未来 往前爬就是了

Attain your goal

The most important thing is you step out is to. Keep chasing. Keep going on and never stop. Never give in.  Just do it.