bgm：茧Jian-王OK
01:04 本期播客围绕写信后续
01:49 接到电话
02:39 好像我的努力都是打水漂
So I feel really were and also angry about the final bad result I mean I did nothing I try to speak for myself and I did a lot of things I made a lot of efforts but in re word I did not again I did nothing and everything seems to being in vain
03:11 可是这是我的权益
04:19 我突然回忆到有无数个时刻我都是这样无助地向我的姐姐们求助
And I reflect that there's thousands of time that I feel really sad I feel something I can't deal with and at that time I will return to my sister'S.
04:30
I hope they can give me some inspiration they can give me some advice and you know when I just Switch to them for help they'LL give me the instant help.
05:10 可我没办法给他们任何有帮助的建议，我的能力不足
I can't give something back to myshes and sometimes I find.
My own efforts is so small.
06:24 我永远在她们的臂弯下长大
07:35
No matter when we grow up or not no matter how big how old were but we're still together
08:06 她们是上天给我打包的最大的礼物
08:32 考研是我当下唯一能把握的最大的回报
Besides of all of them I can still strive for one thing I can still.
Hold one thing in my hand that is my effort my effort to pass the exam
I need to push myself more because the good results the good news about staying in the same city as my sisters.
09:24
I should push myself harder and I think it's the biggest gift I can give in re word in reward for all the happiness I received in work for all the love from my family.