VOL03.当我站在你的面前——作为铁T，我们如何自我言说？
何以为T？
一种常见的说法：T是Tomboy，是女同性恋中“扮演男方”的角色，是“P”的反义词，“攻”“1”的近义词，一同支撑起这些近似而又迥异的符号系统。
它同时被解读为：
——比T更硬的是铁T，比铁T更硬的是不锈钢T。
——T不光是Tomboy，更是Transmale，是无法接受自己生理性别的倒错。
——T是模仿男性，是父权话语的帮凶，是阳刚气质的盲目崇拜者。
由此，更多问题浮现：
——英文世界的Butch，与中文世界的Tomboy，是翻译关系吗？
——在并非女同性恋的关系之中，“T”依然存在吗？
——如果没有亲密行为，称自己为“T”，是否多此一举？
——“不分”比“T-P-H”的符号系统更优越吗？
——T与铁T，在互联网上隐形了吗？
当是时，三个T，站起身：
“不锈钢，亦可是肉胎，亦可是金身。”
TIMELINE
01:43 当铁T浮出历史地表
29:40 遍历寰宇：高度制度化的神话反思
39:00 Tomboy还是Transmale？我们的认同是断裂的吗？
45:30 中性明星在中国：暗度陈仓的性别表达
52:26“打铁”背后：排除的政治和多元的迷思
67:30 溢出“常规”：当铁T受到指控，何以自我言说？
80:01我必如故鬼重来：我们为什么需要“T学研究”
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BGM
intro：《Alright》- Kendrick Lamar
《For You》-Rie fu （TV动画《放浪男孩》片尾曲）
《彩虹》-曾轶可
《谁》-卢凯彤
结束bgm:《雌雄同体》-曾轶可
GUESTS
想要一橫一豎頂天立地的錘頭鯊
机缘间剪了短发所以侥幸地明白更多的跛足马
重磅嘉宾：77，性别研究学生/永远对t充满关爱的老it人
